Starting to Understand

Well it has been a couple of days now am and I am starting to feel overwhelmed,See jt is not in my hands anymore ,which anybody who nows me I like to control destiny.I am not patient however I hope God is patient with me.I do know he will do right by me in his time, however sometimes it is not fast enough for me.Some how I will learn through his love and patience I will learn from him ,not because I have to but because I want to.He's given me my wonderful family and friends who truly love me and that is not because of who I am but because who he is. He will heal me so I can move on to do what he has planned for me.Talk to you later.