Well it has been 2 days now since I found out I most probably have cancer.Right now it's only an experts opinion viewing the scan,however he has seen thousands of scans and went on to tell us the findings are so. I would hope he is not that unprofessional to say such things out of turn. Anyway I am on day 2 of not smoking and so far so good, not many cravings,but I am sure some days are better than others. To those people reading and following along did you know that smoking is the #1 reason for kidney and bladder cancer ? I have to admit I'm numb and stunned about the findings.You would think I would not be but I am.Like I said I am not going to be stubborn and I am going to follow instructions. It is a matter of life and death.......